Okay so I'm sooooo bad at this blog thing. I haven't updated in 4 MONTHS! I am so sorry, seriously. Now I know I have about 0 viewers but still, I need to vent. And apparently venting is good, so here goes.
Do you ever get conflicted and feel like asdfghjkl and lkjhgfdsa at the same time? Is that just me? I don't know. Do you ever feel like people (aka best friends) go off without you, exclude you, think you're boring/ugly/weird? Is that just me?
I consider myself to be a nerd. And everyone assumes that nerds study all the time and get top marks in everything. That is definitely not me. Okay, I'm good at most subjects, and I sometimes get top marks in English, but mostly it's not like that. Nerds are basically fangirls or boys. We procrastinate as much as anyone, sometimes even more. The only thing that's really different is that we read loads.
Do you know how to revise? Because I certainly do not. Basically I panic on the night before the exam because I haven't revised enough, and read a whole textbook on the Rivers of America, and then realise that our revision topic was Volcanoes. But I actually end up doing okay because I have a good memory and stuff. My brother, he's another story. He didn't revise for his mock GCSEs and still got A's and A*'s. He is basically a genius.
Anyway, that was a bit of a random rant, but I got some stuff out and if I am extremely famous in the future and you are looking back on my fetus swag then hello and good day to you xx
Wednesday, 29 April 2015
Friday, 2 January 2015
Online Friends and Blue Bags
Hi, Yayazooh here!
Why did I start a blog? Well, when I was really young, there was a tree near my house that always had the same blue bag in it. As we went past, my brother would always say, "Blue bag, stuck in a tree!". I sometimes feel like that blue bag, because I'm stuck in a house of boys (2 brothers) and my parents, and I don't really have anyone to talk to unless I want to hear about electronics, music or this weird game the boys play called Ingress. I want to talk to people about books, films, clothes- I want to fangirl about stuff, I want to be a girl! So I figured that if I started a blog, then I could talk whenever I wanted. Generally, I'll be updating once a week, probably on a Friday, but whenever I want to talk about something big/important, I'll do a post.
Apart from my school friends, I do have someone I can talk to whenever I want, and that is my best friend (I'll call her Natty for anonymous reasons) who I met online, on instagram. I know she's there for me whenever, and having an internet friend is amazing, simply because you become friends due to personality and nature, instead of looks and appearances. I think that is so important in friendship, because I know that with Natty, it's not fake. Now we know and trust each other more, we do occasionally send each other selfies or whatever, but we generally just send funny or 'inspirational' tumblr type posts. A lot of people oline are very insecure, and knowing that they have friends who like them for who they are, not their appearance can really help. I didn't start my instagram account or blog because of that, but thousands of people do make profiles to help them with problems. I know people online with Anorexia, Depression, people who cut, and I try my best to talk to them but having never really experienced that myself, I don't generally know what to say. But if this blog ever becomes succesful, I hereby (!) promise to listen (or read) to any comment by anyone who needs someone to let it all out to. This was a pretty deep post, but I think it is important for people to feel that they have someone to talk to whenever they need, and knowing Natty has really helped me. Hope you have a great weekend (I most probably won't because I'm back at school on Monday), and remember that I am always here.
Yayazooh, logging off xxx
Why did I start a blog? Well, when I was really young, there was a tree near my house that always had the same blue bag in it. As we went past, my brother would always say, "Blue bag, stuck in a tree!". I sometimes feel like that blue bag, because I'm stuck in a house of boys (2 brothers) and my parents, and I don't really have anyone to talk to unless I want to hear about electronics, music or this weird game the boys play called Ingress. I want to talk to people about books, films, clothes- I want to fangirl about stuff, I want to be a girl! So I figured that if I started a blog, then I could talk whenever I wanted. Generally, I'll be updating once a week, probably on a Friday, but whenever I want to talk about something big/important, I'll do a post.
Apart from my school friends, I do have someone I can talk to whenever I want, and that is my best friend (I'll call her Natty for anonymous reasons) who I met online, on instagram. I know she's there for me whenever, and having an internet friend is amazing, simply because you become friends due to personality and nature, instead of looks and appearances. I think that is so important in friendship, because I know that with Natty, it's not fake. Now we know and trust each other more, we do occasionally send each other selfies or whatever, but we generally just send funny or 'inspirational' tumblr type posts. A lot of people oline are very insecure, and knowing that they have friends who like them for who they are, not their appearance can really help. I didn't start my instagram account or blog because of that, but thousands of people do make profiles to help them with problems. I know people online with Anorexia, Depression, people who cut, and I try my best to talk to them but having never really experienced that myself, I don't generally know what to say. But if this blog ever becomes succesful, I hereby (!) promise to listen (or read) to any comment by anyone who needs someone to let it all out to. This was a pretty deep post, but I think it is important for people to feel that they have someone to talk to whenever they need, and knowing Natty has really helped me. Hope you have a great weekend (I most probably won't because I'm back at school on Monday), and remember that I am always here.
Yayazooh, logging off xxx
Thursday, 1 January 2015
Hello, Blog World!
Hi, Yayazooh here!
So it's the 1st of January today, and I've always wanted to have a blog, so why not use the New Year as an excuse for starting one? I was inspired to start a blog by a very well known blogger/YouTuber's book, Girl Online.(Zoella). I don't know if it was ghostwritten or not, but it is officially my second favourite book. After Harry Potter (and The Goblet of Fire), of course! Anyway, I have a Harry Potter instagram account, and recently someone told me that if they 'were a college admissions officer and received an application with an essay similar to what you wrote on that post, I would accept you.' This was also a contribution to the inspiration of Yayazooh, and I do love to write, so this made me so so happy. Finally, there is one person on this planet who knows who I really am. And I have never even met her. She is my internet best friend, and is the only one I can trust with this. You knowwho you are. But onto themost important thing, my New Years resolution/s. Girl Online told me only to do three (or actually, Penny), so here they are:
1. Get somewhere, anywhere with this blog.
2. Be more confident with everything I do.
3. Don't look for the magic.
If there is anything books have taught me,it is this- Magic comes when you aren't looking for it. So this year, I'm not going to be looking for the magic. I'm going to stumle upon it when I'm least epecting it.
Yayazooh, logging off xx
So it's the 1st of January today, and I've always wanted to have a blog, so why not use the New Year as an excuse for starting one? I was inspired to start a blog by a very well known blogger/YouTuber's book, Girl Online.(Zoella). I don't know if it was ghostwritten or not, but it is officially my second favourite book. After Harry Potter (and The Goblet of Fire), of course! Anyway, I have a Harry Potter instagram account, and recently someone told me that if they 'were a college admissions officer and received an application with an essay similar to what you wrote on that post, I would accept you.' This was also a contribution to the inspiration of Yayazooh, and I do love to write, so this made me so so happy. Finally, there is one person on this planet who knows who I really am. And I have never even met her. She is my internet best friend, and is the only one I can trust with this. You knowwho you are. But onto themost important thing, my New Years resolution/s. Girl Online told me only to do three (or actually, Penny), so here they are:
1. Get somewhere, anywhere with this blog.
2. Be more confident with everything I do.
3. Don't look for the magic.
If there is anything books have taught me,it is this- Magic comes when you aren't looking for it. So this year, I'm not going to be looking for the magic. I'm going to stumle upon it when I'm least epecting it.
Yayazooh, logging off xx
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